Day 15 of 100! 85 days to go! Fell off the wagon :(

I was doing so good and then the old habits popped up and now I am just very disappointed in myself.  It started the day before Thanksgiving.  I said to myself, "Just today and tomorrow."  I know this game... I should have realized what was going to happen!  I cheated Wed, Thur, then said "Well... just till the end of the weekend.  I will jump right back on starting Monday.  I DESERVE this!"  Really? NO!  I lie to myself and justify it.  I am so mad at myself.  I was doing great. Not craving anything. Feeling full on the healthy stuff I was eating!  And now, I feel sick, crappy, grumpy, bloated!  Not worth it.  I seriously thought to myself "I don't want to waste all the food.  So I will start again after I eat all the leftovers!" I really believed it!  OHHHHH~ So here I start again. Gained 6+ lbs back!  I should be in the 220's and I am now in the high 230's!  Very bummed!  But I am owning it and starting fresh.  I will need to come up with a better plan for Christmas!  That's all for now.  My goal for next weigh in (Dec. 5th) - lose those 6lbs!!!  It won't be easy - but it must be done!